There's something in this heart...

(This one is not just for me but for every loved one and every  friend with whom i share even a single moment of my space, be it in reality or by abstract means...)

When I seem to be busy, too lost in myself

or when I pretend to be too drowsy,

when I seem too engrossed for another step of success,

when I don't even find a second  to sit and think for myself,

when there is too much going on outside that

never leaves a spare moment to relax and I feel..

though I don't have time but at last I know how to be busy....

believe me...even in that haphazard atmosphere,

something runs parallely and all I can say with a sigh....

there's something still on my mind....

and that's the reason why I can make out,

when anybody else does the same...

there's something beneath that cover of noise...

When I stand in a crowd with moments of glee,

when every minute seems to be perfect,

when I can see lights all around and the ecstasy gets reflected,

when I shout and scream partying around,

when it seems that's all I think at that moment....

believe me there's something else too....

yes, there's something unread in my eyes....

and that's the reason I find it when somebody else does the same...

When everybody around me is sad,

when I try to make them foget their pain,

when I tell them that they are strong enough to recover,

when it seems that I have recovered from my long lost wounds,

and have left them back there, strong enough to have walked till here,

when it seems that I have forgotten how people get hurt,

when I smile at them telling them to be happy,

assuring them that I am always there....

believe me I still remember everything....

I have just become this strong to say such words...

but there's something behind my words.....

and that's the reason I know when somebody else speaks..

When I sit relaxed with my loved ones,

when I really feel happy and don't say anything,

or when I don't find words to express my concern,

when I seem to be speechless for something,

when it seems that I am not interested in what's going on,

when I seem too lost in my own world....

believe me I know everything that's on...

and I am here itself...just pondering on what to do...

yes, there's something behind my silence....

and that's the reason I know what silence could mean...

When I laugh heartily at a joke,

when I smile at the innocence of things around me,

when I feel happy from inside,

when I seem to be lucky to have such a good time,

when I keep smiling unnecessarily,

believe me I am here itself...

just trying to cherish all that goes on....

for the time when I would miss all this....

wondering if I'll ever get this back...

yes, there's something behind my smile....

and that's the reason I know every smile says a lot...

When I seem to have changed so much,

from what I used to be....

when every perception of mine seems strange and unusual,

when I seem to be normal and everything seems quiet,

or when things are too swift and I seem careless about them,

when I seem to be at a stupid ease without any sense of understanding...

believe me I am still the same and know everything...

but not sure of what to express for that moment,

I may be too happy or too mournful....

I may be scared about my worst dreams....

I may be too hurt and may be thinking of my desired possessions...

or about the consequences of what I do for myself....

I may be missing my lost dreams and thinking of how to get them back...

I may be busy in treasuring the moments I have now...

but surely I know....every moment deep inside along with everything outside...

there's something else that's unrevealed in my heart....

and that's why I know every heart is too deep to be known....